Great sorrow.
Ever since the truth surfaced, regret haunts him day and night. He mourned and grieved like a wimp for the one he simply love is now taken away from him, left him in utter confusion. It’s not so much about failure, but the hesitation that kill the opportunity.
Self pity became his only medicine. Because the one he loves don’t really care, nothing seems to open up his mind. He sleeps in denial and wake up sad, every single day. Just the matter of time until he feels hungry and start seeking love again.
I pity him.
Love consign us to hell or to paradise. It’s a conflict by itself, but it’s a necessity.When love is missing in our life, we die. We have to take love where we find it, even if that means hours, days, or years of disappointment and sadness. You gotta find it anyway. Because if not, you die.
“Always do what you want, and say how you feel, because those who mind don’t matter, those who matter don’t mind.”
-Dr Seuss
Our bones will soften and our arteries will harden. Our hearing will dull and our vision will fade. We’ll slow down. and,finally,our bodies will fail altogether,and we’ll die. How this decline unfolds is up to us.
Have you ever punch someone right in the face? Why are you searching for love? Why black is called “black”? Can you do a split? How if 1+1 equal to something else? Who do you think of before you sleep? What if your family hates you? Do you believe in God? Do you feel bitter being alone? Who is Monica Bellucci? Did you ever come across marijuana? What would you do if you have down syndrome baby? Are you comfortable with gay or lesbian? Why are you so annoyed all the time? How much do you know about your spouse? What if your child thinks that you are irritating? Is Megan Fox really that interesting? When were you the happiest? Can you imagine man without friends? How about a world without women? How if you never make it to your goal? Do you have backup plans? What if you started to hate your best friends? Do you really care about the world or just yourself? When are you getting married? Can you take it if your husband have an affair with another women? Do you like bacon? What about celery? How do your define “relationship”? What matters more in your life? Are you a fan of Coldplay? What if our prime minister is a chinese? Are you ready to die?
My cheesy pick up lines.
#Experiment 1
Mission—-> 3 o’clock, white summer dress, waist length hair.
Tactic—-> Get your wing man to disturb her aggressively. And of course, you have to play the hero and rescue her from the beast. Very classic, very cliche also.
Ultimate—> Randomly ask “How was heaven when you left it?”
Result—> FAIL!
Things to do before I die.
1. Skydiving
2. Get high at Amsterdam
3. Rescue someone by giving CPR
4. Learn guitar
5. Superbike license
6. Dive a billion times
7. Ford Mustang
8. Get on a fighter jet
9. Celebrate my 80th birthday
10. Speak and write perfect English
11. Get an afro haircut
12. Visit Israel
13. Design, plan, and operate my own restaurant
14. Backpack across Europe
15. Write a book
16. Make somebody publish it for me
17. Visit New York
18. Buy a tulip farm
19. Visit North Pole
20. Change brake pad by myself
21. Get my pictures published on GQ
22. Have sex
23. Learn French
*Di.a.mond
n
1. An extremely hard, highly refractive crystalline form of carbon that is usually colorless and is used as a gemstone and in abrasives, cutting tools, and other applications.
2. What it feels like when I know there is a place for me somewhere in your heart.
